Monday, August 30, 2010
janyan,yencheng n ku0kzhen.
ponteng..i s0 sad..
alone at class..
keep quite n sleep,
din talk anything..
n os0 n0 0ne wan talk wif me..
i hate myself..=(
i d0n like skull.
i d0n1 saw them..><
today,finally..
i knw tat..
he din luv me..=(
i hate him alot,
why he wan walk in my life,
why wan let me knw the feeling of love
i hate it!
i cant forget him..
i cant laugh anym0re..=(
love is a shit,
i d0n like love..
i love him,s0 whan cn put it d0wn?
mybe i die?
i wan na cry..
n wanna die,
if i g0 for a sleep..
but wake up still the same..
he w0nt love me..><
i m still alone~
friends is n0 use..
i d0n nid them to care me!
i jus wan alone..
s0,i w0nt let ppl near me..
i os0 w0nt g0 knw new friends..
c0z..i scare the feeling,
whan they d0n1 me,
i d0n wan..i hate~
i jus believe myself..
love myself, n alone..
pls d0n care me!
n d0n tell me u love me..
i knw tat is nt true..
i w0nt be a stupid anym0re..! :[
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Yii_wuahaha =D
i m s0 happy today^^
c0z i hang 0ut wif khahuan n janyan ^
whan 8am..v at wan fo dian ^
c0z gt a blood donation..
v g0 du yi g0ng =)
alot of ap student thr..
n alot of pppl nah^^
s0 happy at thr wif kuan n yan :D
i luv them vry much^
than v play at thr nur^
s0 many friends thr :)
ab0ut 3++ v g0 ECM ~~
yay^,s0 hapii..
ox0 gt saw s0me friends ^
v g0 many place a..
velii velii happy..
2 of them sha sha di..
realy vry enjoy hanging 0ut wif them^
love u babes..^M^
than v g0 china town..
g0 eat at hideyoshi =P
s0 funny nia...xDD
than walk back ECM xP
walk walk..than thought wan bac..
aiye..=(
janyan cnt ftch us..
yii..tao yan d w0r.~~
s0 huai dan..
leave me n kuan thr ..><
than v walk walk..
sit sit..king king..
until 8pm barh..
kuan ftch me bac nu^
tired sei arh.<
my leg s0 pain.."^"
haha,but vry hapyy^
love seii them..=P
see until tired j0rh^
walk until tired j0r^
but hand nt yt tired..
s0 =) resting wif sms..xixi^
haih.. 2mrw many many ppl din g0..
aiye..pei,qian,yan, n many arh=(
duknw hu cn puii me tim..
h0pe w0nt b0ring n0h ><
i realii vry scare..
h0pe u gt g0 lor..xD
sei m0u..few h0ur din c..
n0w miss u 2 j0r..ahaha..
haiya..tired nah
g0 rest sin^
n h0r..i wan watch m0vie^
haojian..bring me g0 ya..xDD
BUE..=BYE..hav a damn nice hapii day ..
^3^
Friday, August 27, 2010
A vry happy n tired day =)
c0z..khahuan puii me g0 sg.lembing^
aiyerr..realii vry thanks him ^
alot of ppl d0n1 g0 d..
oly he will puii me =P
at thr half day^..
haih..today rainy day><
s0..v cant g0 0ut play..
yer..sad sad..
but still funny nuh..
n s0 angry the child..
keep fighting ==
aiduih..pain pain neh..
c khahuan s0 charm..
but ox0 crazy..ha..
today^..he gt sms wif me..
yuan lai ..he is busy na..
i though he hate me tim..^^
feel today s0 happy^
2 of them os0 puii me alot=)
ab0ut 6++ v back nur^
c0z he gt ttn..yii..
s0 tired neh..nid rest^
haih..recently fo guang qing nian din find me le=(
they forget me ady ?
they din sms me..din ask me 0ut..
s0 sad lor..haih..sam tam!
i din find u all os0..
c0z will disturb d0u u all..=(
s0 miss u all arh~
my life is b0ring with0ut u all`
hmm..os0 miss skul friend..
d0n think sad thing le=)
jus knw today happy^^
Thursday, August 26, 2010
This 2 day at skul ox0 same.~
b0ring =)
today peipei din g0 skul ^
recess time..i eat alone..
haha..i s0 sot..
bc0z n0 place g0 s0..
i eat until 330pm..
i feel vry qi guai lo..
c0z evry1 os0 gt friend talk n play
but i jus sha sha fa dai at thr..^
less j0r peipei reallyy vry quite..
back class ox0 n0 ppl c0me find me
haih..pei..i miss u =P
hmm...the last 2 period..
i ponteng><..
luckly teacher n0 scold..=P
aiyer, i hate s0me1 lia0..
he..haiz..i wan forget him..
n tell myself never knew him be4 =)
n0w..i jus nid u..^^
jus g0 for a 按摩>.=~
gt abit pain pain..
realii vry geli noh xDD
hmm..ntg say le..~~
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
classmate like to make fun..xD
like to laugh =P
But..=(
haih..gt abit sad j0r..
u 2 bec0me s0 leng dan j0r..
sam tam ><
if bu xiang sms than d0n find me pls!
i will 习惯..
if u busy jus tell la..
always find j0r me than d0n1 reply..
wat mean o?!
both os0 lik tat,
i tell myself many time ady..
they gt their thing du..
cnt puii me all the time..
but,i still will angry =(
c0z i hate ppl din reply my msg..
always say will puii me..
but accually din pui os0..
s0 sad n angry..><
i wan back las time geh u..
s0 sad..haiz.. but,
stil cnt control myself..><
still wan forgive u..=(
erh><..i m t0o hard to hate a ppl..
h0pe tat u n u..
w0nt leave me like tat agn..=(
Monday, August 23, 2010
at school..
happy nur^..
at class hapyy lur..=P
but, back h0me ..
i vry sad..=(
he din find me..
forget me ady ? ><
another him..s0 busy erh..=(
yii..cindy bec0me l0nely j0r..
n0 ppl puii..><
today i knw tat..=)
friday n0 skul..
tuesday os0 n0 skul..
i cn hang 0ut ady^
fo guang qing nian..free b0r?
wanna hang 0ut wif u all =P
waiting sunday^
h0pe will happy tat day xD
Sunday, August 22, 2010
I 发现了。。
原来。。他们同月同日生日~
怪不得,两个的性格酱像呐。
一样是笨蛋 =P
Hmm..yesterday ..
g0 a body check ^
s0 qi guai ya..haha
hmm..yesterday,
2 of them vry busy neh>.<
but still gt puii me =)
Today..hmm..
i g0 Sg.lembing,
s0 din g0 fo tang><
n os0 n0 ppl puii me.~
than i ask vivian g0 nur^
thanks her =)
than play at thr nur..
funny wat =)
yay..my jiu mu wan b0rn a child ady^
still gt 3 week..
waiting ya..=P
when back h0r..
rain heavily ><
os0 cant c the road..
s0 call papa drive slow abit..
than after tat..wan reach ktn ady..
the road was vry dry ..lolx
abit os0 din rain..
than reach ktn ady ==
rain vry heavily..
s0 qi guai neh..sot sot geh xDD
Tis week s0 b0ring erh,
din hang 0ut ><
yerh..1st try lik tat..
s0 bu shuang..
nvm^..nex weekk..
i wan g0 play until crazy =P
hmm..tat all ^
starting my carto0n life..xD
Friday, August 20, 2010
cindy ponteng agn..
i pr0mise..
tis is las time le =(
every0ne is scolding me..
nvm..n0 nex time le..
today i sad happy n angry,
bc0z..my m0m n 2 guys ^
hmm..ok nah..
ox0 happy wat =)
haih..1 guy..
2mrw wan g0 kl le..=(
sure b0ring seii me ><..
sure miss him..xDD
haiz..h0pe another guy cn puii me =)
hope 2mrw cn 0ut lur =)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
recently..没有胃口..
always eat vry less when rehat..
haiz..mo0dy..but hapy..
s0 c0nfuse..
today at skul..
i feel s0 l0nely..
i wanna back h0me =(
n damn b0ring at skul..
teacher ox0 din teach,
g0 skul always sleep oly..
hate arh!..
make me m0re stupid n lazy!><><
hate d lor..y they all cn s0 happii.
but i always like tat d w0r..
they always nt understand me..
jus gt 3 ppl can realy puii me n make me hapy..
other..always ..haiz..
duknw h0w to say larh..
but i will try my best to accept it=)
haiz..b0ring..
wasting my time everyday..
better i stay at h0me ..
study myself..
spend all the time with doin wat i lik..
d0n1 g0 skul is batter,
tats all for today..
still same ya^
2 guys puii me ^^
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
today i say :
good afternoon to MR.CHIM..
than..pei pei say me n0 brain..
haha..quite funny lolx..
today at class vry funny ..
bc0z of them! xDD
But ><.. vry unluckly..
duknw y..today 2u alot of bad things hapen..
haiz..well..many ppl was laugh..
thought tat was a joke,
but..it is a bad thing ><..
make m0re teacher hate us..
haih..y v s0 charm d..=(
y all the teacher like to hate us..
v still small mar..
jus like to play ar0und..
cnt like tat scold us geh..><
v os0 will sad geh mar..
haiz..u all mus guai abit a..
i d0n1 saw u all get gantung or buang n0r..
hmm..today quite nice lur..
c0z gt ppl puii me chat^..
s0 hapii nia..n0w gt 2 sha la0 puii me jur..=)
i m nt alone anym0re xDD
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Monday, August 16, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
ab0ut 11pm..
g0 fo tang du yi g0ng..^^
hmm..thanks kuan puii me ^..
today..n0 qing nian help><..
yii..they s0 late sin c0me..
well..s0 tired nea..
me ab0ut 2 barh..back ^^
after tat..n0 0ut ?><..
s0 b0ring..but^^..
ab0ut 4pm..yea..=)
i g0 0ut wif my parents xDD
v g0 beserah n s0me far far d place..
all the place tat i never seen be4..
s0 c0ol n damn nice^
s0 hapii nia..take alot of photo..
g0 to the sea..gt a big sandy beach=)..
gt s0me boat thr..^ i luv thr^..
the feeling was s0 nice..=)..
my m0mmy n daddy os0 puii me crazyy..=P
v s0 hapii^^..enjoy my time at thr wif my parents..
still gt alot place wan g0 d><..
but nt en0ugh time =(..
i m vry hungry><..but n0 time to eat TT
c0z..7pm gt a dinner wif fo guang qing nian ^^
wawbut n0 time to rest nia..><
6pm back><..vry rush erh..^=
make me s0 luan @@
finaly 7pm..decheng c0me fetch me^^
h0le of 0ur gang gt :
decheng,a man,weijie,huijie,gekuan,
dejiang...than..
v eat at "喜临门"..
hmm..alot of ap student thr..
other skul os0 gt..
all is club club d^..
i saw yong qing t0o =)
haha..s0 b0ring at thr lah..
tat kuan talk many fei hua><..
make me laugh =D..
than h0r..xDD
v all g0 0ut..=P
d0n1 stay at thr ady..haha :D
huh..after tat tiger n zijun c0me ady^
hah..thy keep playing tiger..lolx
s0 funny the guys..
haha..they realii crazy ..=)
than v g0 mega..^..
8 ppl ^^..they still playing~~
well..me n kuan din play wif them nah^
v walk ar0und mega..
the hold mega =@=
tired ><..but funny xD
haiya..keep walking ....
but ... quite funny lolx..
at popular..haha..d0n1 say lia0..
hm..today s0 hapii..funny..tired..crazy..
i love today =)..
很久没有笑得那么开心了^^
今天~我没有一个人 =)..
thanks u all n love u all ..
muacks..
tom0r0w nid to g0 back my bad life ady^
i will accept it^..
c0z today hapii en0ugh ady..=)
Friday, August 13, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
i fel myself so hang fok..xD
coz..every week..
i go to ttn by different nice car ..:D
w0w..it was s0 co0l ^..i like it!
all the new car..sport car..big car..small car..
watever all the exspensive car..
yea..i m LCing at here..xP
s0 nice ya..but..
i cant have the car everyday..=(
i h0pe i can hav those car when i was big~~
hmm..mybe i wan marry a rich guy..xD
jus joking ar0und wat..^^
hmm..today..mybe os0 (yi ge ren)
but is better abit ler..
well..hmm..gt ppl will talk wif me ^
at ttn os0 funny..=)
tats all for today..miss u..^^
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
c0z i p0nteng..=(
i m sorry to ppl tat d0n lik me ponteng d..=)
forgive me barh..^
hmm..today..
my eyes was s0 pain..><
vry red n zhong @@
myb recently cry t0o many ler..='(
hmm~~ start from n0w..
i will zhen xi all my friend,
i love them..=)
today i think n think..
i still duknw y u bec0me like tat ady..
eerm..u hate me ?
wat i have done? m i wr0ng?><
i m sory..forgive me pls..
i need u..=(
Sunday, August 8, 2010
今天藕没有去佛堂~
感到万分对不起 >< 因为藕陪妈咪去林明了~ 因为想离开这个不开心的地方=( 藕也不再叫义工去帮忙了, 因为他们根本就没有心帮忙~ 以后都不会再求他们了~ 佛堂一定很忙吧~ 对不起..~~ 在林明很开心 ^^ 因为都很忙~~很好玩 =) 没有想你们~ ~~ 我的心情是多好啊~ 藕..跟我的表妹玩=) 他很口爱叻~~~看!>>
嗯~~不停的按手机 ..
希望会看见你发来的简讯~
但..=(..等了一整天~
一封都没有..
藕><..滴手和脚痛痛了啦 >< 脚伤痕累累..手起泡泡..=( 痛痛吖 ..做么的? 因为藕笨蛋噜 ^^ 学骑自行车..xD 是不是很白痴吖 .. 竟然不会骑脚车 ..>< 还撞树叻 == 痛死藕了..狗狗看了都偷笑了啦..=P 到现在手还红红滴 ..>< 口怜 ..><
今天好累哦~~
明天不想上学 =(
可是哥哥叫我去~~
看下吧 ~ 多数是不去了~~~
Saturday, August 7, 2010
today ..is my bad day..=(
realii hate today vry much! FUCK!
well..os0 gt s0me hapii bc0z cn saw gor =)
n i m vry hate u all right n0w! u knw?
yea..las time i hate yeancheng..
but n0w..i knw tat..
she is the only one hu care me..
she is the real friend~
well ..s0metimes her attitude gt abit ...
but i love her vry much..
well..she..he..alot of u..
myb gt 20 ++ ppl barh,
wat happen to u all today?
izit the ghost go in ur body?
du u knw? u all realii damn SOHAI!
i os0 duknw y..
bc0z u all i cry 4 times..
why arh? why u all will bec0me lik tat!
i realii vry angry n sad!
i knw u all os0 vry bu shuang me ady..
if bu shuang me don friend wif me larh!
i already no friend at skul now~
if u os0 d0n1 friend wif me os0 nvm..
if i m ur friend..pls use ur heart to friend wif me!
i always care about u all..
but u all jus knw to angry me!
leave me alone!
when back all din tell me!
izit tis is friend? ask u puii me~
u gt puii ant?! u say wan puii them..
they r ur friend? then me lea?
everyone put me at beside!
when i angry? c0me say sry..
always is like tat! ban mie o!
if u d0n1 me to angry..
d0n du such stupid things lah!
i think..today..i jus sleep..
i d0n1 to think about u all!
2mrw..i w0nt ask u all go fo tang lia0!
d0n1 g0 d0n1 go larh!
i os0 d0n1 g0 lia0!
n i w0nt ask u all for 0ut!
mybe monday i os0 d0n1 g0 skul!
wo bu xiang jian dao ni! ><
Friday, August 6, 2010
送你的歌 ^^..想告诉你的话..=)
他一直在你的心中 我还爱上你
知道这样不行 偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果 是我想太多
没有方向看不清 在徘徊
我知道我一定 走不开 漫长的路
寂寞的夜 在心里面 哭泣的夜
你明白吗 只想在你的身边
我没有勇气 没有力气
真的无法离你而去 你明白吗
只想在你的身边 你身边 就爱你
需要一点勇气 来面对现在的心情
也许时间依旧 很快就忘记 知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去 怎么会有结果 是我想太多
没有方向看不清 在徘徊我知道我一定
走不开 漫长的路 寂寞的夜 在心里面
哭泣的夜 ...
Thursday, August 5, 2010
唉..我就只有那么一个~
我就快疯了~
我也是人~
每天要陪着那么多人~
有时候..或许~
会忽略了几个朋友 =(
你们就不开心了~
我真的很难做人~
如果事情无法解决的话~
我唯有牺牲全部的友情~
没有朋友也能活吖~
至少你们不会生气或讨厌我吧~
我已经有心理准备~
我的未来的路会自己一个人走下去..
还记得以前..=)
我们总是一大伙地一起上学~
一起下课~一起放学~一起谈天..
大家都很开心的~
但不知何时开始~
我们不再说话了~
那种陌生的感觉~..
让我感到很伤心..
你们这些重色轻友..
忘恩负义~ 我都被你们遗忘了吗?
有麻烦就找我..
那么你开心时,又跟我分享吗?
我们还是朋友吗?
我不知道我们还是什么关系~
或许就是很亲切的陌生人吧~
我只想告诉你们~
我的心永远都有你们~
虽然你们变坏了~
但我愿意把你们变好~
只求你用心来跟我做朋友就够了~
朋友!我爱你 ^^
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
c0z i p0nteng..=)
well..ponteng is gud~
s0 i n0 nid c all the stupid ppl..=(
stay at h0use hold day,
rest it hold day..^
n0 nid g0 skul izit hapyy d..
but y i s0 mo0dy? ><
bc0z of u!
i realii sad bc0z of eu~
n0w..u din care me anym0re
wat i du..wat i think..wat i say..
u din care anym0re!
when i b0red..u din puii mee..
when i sad..u din 安慰 mii..
i told myself I HATE U
but..i cryed T.T
c0z i realii miss u..=(
du u miss me? i hope tat u will miss me..
wat can i do? jus can cry..
haih..d0n think ler..
i m always lonely..~~
n0 ppl will think ab0ut me~
at school keep quite..
at h0me keep quite..
n0 place can let me talk..
我很辛苦啊!
每天给人家讲...
只能忍声吞气 ><
我快要死了啊!
我很想转校~~我想换过一个人.<..
你们快把我逼死了啦!
很想死啊~~~~ BUT i cant! =(..
i m useless!! stupid!! =(
Sunday, August 1, 2010
我喜欢在早上醒来的时候,看看手机,有没有你发来的信息,有没有你的未接来电。
我喜欢在上网的时候,首先关注你的空间,看看你最近是不是有更新。
我喜欢在聊天的时候,翻阅你发给我的短信,看着你的照片,回忆一下那些美好时光。
我走在大街上看到男男女女,好希望那一对对里有我们。
我只想看看你的样子,听听你的声音。 虽然你不看我,不跟我讲话。
但我,会偷偷的望着你笑的样子,偷偷地听你的笑声。那也是一种幸福。
我喜欢在睡前紧握着手机,等待着你的信息,等待着你说晚安。
我喜欢睡不着的时候想想你,但是,我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你,还是因为想你而睡不着。
我在每次醒来的时候,总是第一个想到你……
我喜欢做好多事情都是有你的。
但我发现,原来我错了。
因为我最喜欢的就是爱你,我爱你。
我没有勇气告诉你,因为我怕。
我怕失去你,最近,觉得你和我之间好像变成了一个很熟的陌生人。
我很害怕,我很无助,我爱哭泣。
我和你只能变成回忆..=(
我不想你看到这篇东西,因为我爱你,但不想让你知道。
我不能把爱你的事实说出来,所以我只能把它写在这里。
好让我不用藏在心里,痛苦的呼不到吸。
谁没有暗恋过丫,很白痴吗?
爱一个人是没有错的。就算乞丐爱上王子,也没有错,
爱是无法预料的,也是无法控制。
我就是这样地被爱魔缠着,无法脱身。T.T
1st of Ogust..
1030 am..i g0 fo tang..
hmm^..vivian,qianyu n their friend r thr..
today s0 HOT ><
yish..! hate hot erh...
after tat..decheng,dejiang,yeancheng n khah0ng os0 c0me..
hmm..after xing tang..
v wash plate..w0w..
today s0 fast ..1pm..ady finish all the works!
geng! but vry luan..c0z t0o many ppl j0r..=D
nvm..after tat,
v g0 h0spital to 探访 minghui..^
He denggi..0h><..
s0 kexian..~~gt..erm..
mi,dejiang,khah0ng,jian en,yeancheng,
aman,decheng,irene sis,weijie,suyee n fang wei g0..)
yi yer<..mii s0 HOT n vry pening. .
bc0z the lif..kexian aku a..xD
ab0ut 2 pm..v back..hmm..
i wan bath erh!! but cant..=(..
c0z n0 time..yii..busuk..=P
erm..230..0ur..
依清师父给我们上课..^
gt alot of qing nian..
mi la..yeancheng..khahuan,xinjeat,
jian en,waikit,lionel,decheng,zihui,
khah0ng,huijie,suyee,fangwei, n many..
well..sure gt abit b0ring..
c0z...the less0n i ady listen befor~e.
but os0 funny n nice..
nt bad, n0w i knw m0re ab0ut 佛..^^
than 4pm..finish..
v king ab0ut ai w0 things ..
n giv the ai w0 shirt^^..
hmm..than mii,xinjie,zihui,jian en,
gekuan,dejiang,decheng,weijie,
khah0ng,huijie g0 m0m m0m..
hmm..i eat..mee g0reng...
1st time eat..haha..funny
em.than back lor..
wah..finnally back,
tired..hmm...tats all..
well..today funny but accually nt hapii..=)?
kay..bye :D