today..hm..
i als0 bu kai xin na..
because u..me hap c0u a!!
than..king sam si wif yencheng lur..
=)..king j0r many funny thing geh lu..
laugh d0u me wan sei j0r..
only wif her can chat s0 many thing geh w0r..
wif pei..haiz..duknw wan talk wat wif her..><
hmm..today at skul me wan sot lia0 a..^
back h0me..i wan crazy..
sudeenly..s0 many ppl sms ?>..
mang da0..><..but hapii abit lu..
ox0 still bu kai xin bcuz u nuh..
i think i wan g0 play until crazy..
than sin can forget those unhapyy thing..=(
recently..the hu n hu..
find bec me><..n wan bec me..><
but..i only luv him..sry..
mybe he duknw h0w to luv me..
but i ox0 will luv him 4ever..
i realii h0pe can be his gf..(
why other p0u tong geh friend..
als0 will tam me..sek me..care me..dam sam me..
jiu shi ni..bu hui..=(
haih..gambateh na!..bu ya0 li le..
my exam is imp0rtant n0w..
gah ya0 !! =D

昨天的天很黑很黑..

而我的心很痛很痛..

今天最后两节..

我很不开心..寂寞的我..

睡着..心里很痛..

眼泪..不听话的流出来了..

我很坚强吗？不..我是在逞强..

放学时..我和倩..

走着走着..

我看着恢恢的天..

更伤心了=(

我无法不哭泣..

我明明知道我哭泣..就会越伤心..

可是...我可以吗？我很辛苦..

我真的很讨厌你..
又能怎样?谁叫我爱你丫..=(
根本没有人懂我..在他们心中..

我永远只是一个路过的陌生人..

永远都是透明的..把我丢在角落..

回家路上..吵闹的巴士 ..

我坐在旁边..我的心很静很静..

很冷的风吹来..我很冷..很寂寞..

眼泪不要再流了好吗？

我真得很冷..眼睛很痛..

你知道吗..不..你不懂~

其实..我微笑时,你们不懂我在伤心..

我哭泣..你们不懂我在痛..

甚至..无动于衷..

你们从来没有懂过我..

我讨厌那些常常笑着的人..

更讨厌听见笑声..

讨厌那些吵闹的声音..

我不喜欢说话..不喜欢笑..

我真的真的..很想念你们..

佛光青年..=(

只有你们真正的疼我..关心我..

不管我想什么..

永远都瞒不过你们..

今天倩..她也很不开心..

只有她..会真正的陪我..关心我..

我不需要你们那些假惺惺的关心..

我哭..有谁会给我纸巾..

我懂..谁会在陪我过马路时..

把我推出去顶车..我更懂..

我讨厌学校..更讨厌把我当成透明的你们..

琇婷..永远都只是会一个人..

不要告诉我..我们会永远..

没有的..我不会再被骗了..

希望越大..失望越多..

改变能改变的,接受不能改变的..=)

我要活得比你们快乐！

让你们后悔一辈子..

我讨厌 … 和 … 的人..

你们酱紫对我..终有一天..

你们会和我一样的..

recently..p0u p0u tong tong..
today make j0r a day table for myself..=)
alot of thing nid du^^
gambateh! i d0nwan waste my time ady..
exam..i vry scare )..
h0pe cn stay at u or g0 m nuh^^
nex week 4 day holiday^'
i nid to finish my folio^^
h0pe u all can help><..
than 9 & 10 can g0 KL play^
hapii neh..erm..ntg say..
jus wanna tel u..
你可知道，有太多你该知道的事你不知道。。
but i like the feeling u duknw )
recently..many ppl find me sms..
but i cant find the feeling..
only them..) can make me find the feeling..　　
i m b0red n l0nely..
duknw why my friend ..
everyday s0 many ppl care..
talk n play wif them..
but i hav n0..(..
only yeancheng..
s0metimes..knw all big big geh g0r g0r..
ox0 bu ha0..( whan at skull..n0 ppl care..
n0 0ne heart..put me the 1st..
i m always the last(..

我是多么的想你__
我是多么的希望你能够陪我坐在树下__
我们一起谈那些有的没有__
我不知何时_已经习惯了你__
我真的很爱你_只是你不知道__
我知道你爱着她_但是__
现在的我已经很幸福了_
因为你的陪伴_让我活得更开心_
偶尔_我变得很小气，自私__
因为我吃醋了_
我其实不喜欢你和别的女生走得太近_
不喜欢你称赞别的女生_
不喜欢你跟别的女生信息或通电_
可是_我还是没把这些告诉你_
因为我不想失去现在的我们__
只要这样子_默默的_在一起 _
我就很幸福了_直到永远__=)

today^^..
sms wif many ppl geh lu..
s0 qi guai geh lu..
many ppl find me..
my hp keep vibrating^^
the feeling shuang geh lu..
keep say to them..
gambeteh^^ be hapii^^ jia y0u^^
king alot sam xi..=)
n0w my mo0d vry gud lu^^
thanks u all geh guan xin^^
at skul..
chat wif pei n ying ady vry shu fu..)
n0w my mo0d m0re gud nuh^^
sure sleep vry nice^^
sure dream u agn^^
tis few day dream u alot =P
kay nuh..like tat sin..bye )

Recently geh me =)
ji bu cuo yi xia__
recently alot of bendan sms wif me =)
knw j0r alot new bendan ^^
alot ppl care me neh^^
FB ox0 many ppl add me..=D
the feeling is back ^^
BENDAN! i love u..=P

hmm=)
i like to chat wif yongying n peipei..
0ur feeling vry ngam n same^^
after king wif them =)
my mo0d will bec0me better geh^
but chat wif yencheng..
vry bu ngam geh lu__
c king wat nah^^
hmm^ they r my best friend =)
at class..
ox0 ok le =)
every0ne got talk wif me^
i m not alone lu^^
jus hate teacher only__
kakas..2mrw saturday o^
du wat neh?study^^
not the time ..)
duknw nah..^^
babee__miss u all :D

Hmm_this few day_
jus start school_
recall back many things =(
n this few day i was sick_><
vry xin ku_make me wanna die_(
see d0u pei pei_
lik las time geh me_(
haih_d0n sad na_man man lai)
u will knw wat u nid _
n wat is it_)
tis few day busying for all h0mew0rk..=)
me n yeancheng_24 h0ur duing h0mew0rk..xD
finally_we finish all )
s0 today i din g0 skul for rest_
i m tired n busy 3 day ady__
today is time for me to relax_^
still rmb yesterday?^^
yay_is moon cake festival =D
is a vry simple day_(
c0z_las year special abit ^^
mybe_every0ne is busy for pmr_spm_stpm..=(
s0__n0 ppl 0ut(
than_at TC_saw many ppl_
hapen alot of funny n crazy things__
hapii ox0 nah^
hmm__me n khahuan_v walk alot_
wanna walk to TC 2..
i scare scare^^ ji shuang xia lu__
we king alot if thing infront the sea_
hm__make me feel better abit le)
thr vry hot_s0metime vry cold..^*=
tat waikit_keep wan to make my hair messy_
s0 huai dan arh him_always like tat=)
than)__i knw a new friend..xD
his name is jacky gua_=P
hmm) got me,decheng,jacky,minghui,
khahuan,jinha0,n n0 lia0 gua__
haiz__janyan_miss u neh><
sudenly cnt c0me=(
the time past vry fast..><
sudenly 12am le (
need to back le nuh__tired)
thanks all funny guys^^
hapii but nt special geh mo0n cake festival =D

Whan friday...
17 of september =)
night..g0 for ai w0 meeting__
happen s0mething vry yu pei><
n then ming xian ftch me g0^
he duknw whr my h0use><
make d0u me gt abit angry nuh..xD
w0w ..many ppl neh..
s0 re na0..xD
yancheng be the new fu mi su^^
than ..i m zong wu geh><
lik vry hard neh..
wenqi cnt g0 meeting os0><
hmm..after meeting^^
than ab0ut 11pm..
g0 yamcha at leaf..wif:
mingxian,jianen,khahong,zijun n dercheng =)
gt abit b0ring d n0r..
duknw why geh^
yiyer><..giv them gek d0u me sei a..
play d0u me pening pening lia0 lor..
s0 damn funny =D
exspecially mx,kh n je..
vry tired la><..
ab0ut 12+ gua..v back le..
tiger n potato s0 fan neh..><
yish..fan da0 si!^^
mingxian s0 kelian d n0r..xD
always giv tham qi fu..=)

xixi =)
than 18 of september,
it was a nice saturday..)
early in the m0rning ab0ut 10 barh_
i g0 khahuan h0use..^
v du folio^^
have alot of fun at his h0use..
he s0 geng nia^^
he is a god..xD
ga0xiu geh him..s0 bendan..=P
than..wan to thanks him=)
help me alot..xin ku le..^
than ab0ut 5++ i back h0me^^
than 6++ g0 fo tang..xixi
zhong qiu wan hui lur^^
s0 many ppl thr wur..
qing nian gt:
weijie,dercheng,huijie,mingxian,
khahong,khahuan,suyee,yiginn,
derjiang,yanqing..n forget j0r la..^
hmm..play play at thr..
funny geh lu..patern du0 du0!..=P
every0ne patern..beh tahan lia0 =D
after thr finiish j0r^^
v g0 TC..hmm..
ox0 gt many ppl xia..
yuan ben gt me,huijie n khahuan geh lu..
they make the big h0le..=)
(but din make d0u..)
ga0xiu geh them lu><..make d0u me laugh sei..
suddenly mang mang xia lu..
than g0r g0r,derjiang,shinyee,weijie...
thay c0me join us )
dercheng,aman n jinha0 duknw g0 whr lu..
haiz..me yi zhi cnt qi shen ><..
the sand vry tao yan nah..><
make d0u me vry vry dirty__)
kh geh didi ox0 gt thr nuh..
every0ne is b0ring =)
than..ab0ut 12++ many ppl back ady..
left me,weijie,g0r,dasa0,dejiang n hui jie~
tat time geh me s0 tired ..sleepy..
tired geh me..sit on the beach..
watching the big big sky..
n black black sea__
the cold cold wind c0me n blew me__
i vry cold_wanna take back my bag n shoe_
but i cnt stand up..=(
my leg is pain..the sand is ta0 ren yan..><
feel s0 sleepy_d0nwan to talk anym0re..
d0n1 to m0ve anym0re_feel s0 lonely.__
watching the candle n tang long )
the sea n the sky..the wind n the tree__
hmm_0ne w0rd_tired^
than_after tat v g0 pondok play lur..
play candle__patern du0 du0 agn lur..^^
all sha sha geh lu__i c them_
i wanna laugh_but=(
i m vry tired><..jiu suan i laugh j0r_
my heart is sad n sleeping neh..><
ab0ut 130 sin back >@<
me ox0 ble ble_walk ox0 mei y0u li lia0..=(
but n0 0ne puii me geh lu..
whr r u..=(
on the car_g0r g0r make me laugh_
me ox0 tired d0u hard to laugh j0r_
than miss u s0 much_s0 mo0dy sudenly..=)
i think tat time geh me..
eye is small small..
hair is messy..m0uth duknw talk wat__
walk ox0 wai lai wai qu..
damn tired geh lu..=)
but hapii d0u b0om 0n 18 on sep..:D

waw..still gt many thing wan talk leh..xD
huh__today wake up vry early g0 lin ming..
many many ppl thr_vry re na0_
me sleep n sleep n play n du ai w0 geh thng..
hmm..s0 fast 0ne day past_
aunt n sis wan back le_
thay all cry__hmm_
bu she de neh..=(
yuan ben lata wan g0 TC geh..(
but n0 g0 j0r lu )
sad n hapii lur..
2mrw wan open skul le =(
spm trial..stpm..pmr..
everything c0me =(
arh^^
tired la!d0n1 talk lia0 =P
bye^^

15 of september =)
a nice day for cindy..
aftern0on,
1pm ba..yeancheng n khahuan...
thay cum my h0use ^
v du folio =D
hapii nuh ^^
but yeancheng 3++ jiu back le =(
leave me n khahuan nur..
than v du folio luu )
s0 funny^..then v watch a ..
sha la0 m0vie xD
khahuan laugh d0u sot j0r..
ab0ut 730 he back le =)
than..me 830..
g0 meeting ^^
a funny meeting..xD
Got:huijie,derjiang,minghui n weijie :)
thay sot sot geh lu..
n than ..thay show me..
jus n0w they g0 ECM..
haha..derjiang g0 eat the shushi thr geh big mee..
sot lia0^^
10min only lea..s0 big n h0t >@<
than paid RM40..w0w xD
he crazy..
than play play at fotang =)
hmm) ab0ut 11pm..
v g0 yamcha nuh..:]
aha..^o^
thay s0 ga0 xiu lur ><
s0 hapii nah =)
i wan 0ut wif them everyday..=P
make me laugh n laugh n laugh..xD
still rmb ^^..
sepuluh ais = sprite..=D
bla bla bla~~~~
AB0UT 12AM BACK GUA =)
HUH..HAPII N TIRED! ^^

16 OF SEPTEMBER =)
EARLY IN THE MORNING..
G0 SG.LEMBING..
PLAY BB..S0 QUITE THERE ..
LESS PPL~~ABIT HOT ERH..>^
BB SO Q..LUV HER VRY MUCH..
QI EN I MISS U^^
BABEE YA..GUAI GUAI O =)

HMM..RECENTLY..
NTG SPECIAL =)
LESS SMS WIF HJ ADY =)
still gt kh puii me nur..
my holiday ji hapii yi xia d lu^
feel d0u..many ppl sek me =P
and miss g0r g0r vry vry much..
talking u a..jian hui! xP
erm..xiao di di s0 funny^^
duknw hu m i talking?
nvm..i knw jiu ha0 =P
erm..LOVE MY DADDY N MAMII..=D
LOVE ALL FO GUANG QING NIAN ^^
WAN open skul ady lu..
folio nt yt finish =(
scare scare..><
bu xiang g0 skul a..
bu xiang see d0u 2u geh ppl..
bu xiang see d0u f0rm2 n f0rm1 geh ppl..
bu xiang men men n hot hot..
bu xiang sad sad n angry angry..
bu xiang many thing nah.. )=
RECENTLY LOVE PIANO MUSIC =)
S0 NICE..S0 SWEET..S0 R0MANTIC..
THE FEELING ..MY FEELING ^^
WAN LEARN IT^^
HUH..SAY BU WAN NAH..
ANOUGH SIN..=P
Bye.. (:

Erm__tis few day_
ntg special__
jus waiting my aunt back_
hmm__add a c0usin^^
the feeling bu cu0 ma..xD
hmm__yesterday_
khahuan c0me my h0use du foli0__
s0 fan a__din hav the mo0d du_
lazy du__n0 idea to du ><
than i saw his pic whan smal small__
haha__s0 Q_funny noh =D
till n0w still rmb__xDD
than night g0 aunt h0use__
king gai nuh__
than back nuh__tis few day same na_)
w0nt feel b0ring ox0^^
duknw why neh ^^
hmm__today will h0w??
still duknw yet=)

long long time ag0)
whan it was 10 of september ^
i g0 KL..
for 3 days 2 nights =)
1st day,
i went to sungai wang n time square_
s0 happi man!^^
buy alot of things..
there d thing s0 nice )
yeng n QQ..
ppl ox0 vry qi guai^
many boy_ say hi leng lui..xD
than i d0n1 choii them..haha
thr geh gal..s0 leng ><
xian mu w0r ^
2nd day =D
i went to "qi chong gai" n 1 utama__
s0 hapii) buy many things..
daddy n mamii lur..><
keep ask me buy buy buy(
i d0n like geh ox0 wan me buy><
than i hapii geh_but gt abit sad..=(
c0z daddy say wan back ktn ady__
than i say_i nt yt play en0ugh erh =(
than><..!!my parent say^^
erm__v stay 0ne m0re night barh =)
hapii sei me!!
than night v went to sg.wang agn =)
c0z i nt yt buy finish..xD
the 3rd day__
v went to sunway piramid lu :D
s0 many thing buy_eat n play thr=)
took alot of pic^^
vry vry hapii lur__
ab0ut 3pm jiu bac le><
c0z my aunt in hospital ady =)
wan b0rn baby ady neh^
than whan i reach ktn_
staight away g0 hospital..
><..owh..my dad drop down a><
pain pain__
than wait my aunt c0me 0ut ^^
i m hungry _tired n pain__ but nvm na^^
c0z baby wan 0ut lia0 ma..
she b0rn at 7:49pm__
than v busy busy__
ab0ut 1030pm_sin g0 eat dinner >.<
than back h0me nur)
keep thing..
than slepp zZzz__
aww..s0 tired )
have 3 happy n tired day^^
hmm__s0 miss fo guang qing nian)
long time din 0ut wif them..xD

i hate myself alot..><
why n0 ppl wanna care ab0ut me geh?!
bc0z i m stupid lol!
n0 ppl like n c0mment..
my status n photo..
las time nt lik tat geh..=(
i sad..n0 ppl sek fan..
i happy n0 ppl cn share~~
las time my phone many ppl sms geh..
n0w..0ne os0 din hav~~
ya..the phone rang many time..
all is alarm ..><
las time..all the time i hang 0ut..
many activiti n things nid me du..
vry busy geh..=(
n0w? n0 ppl ask me 0ut anym0re!
gt activiti os0 n0 ask me help j0r..
chat wif parents..
always chao jia at last..
s0 wat can i du?!
hp_fb_msn_tv..
all n0 use j0rh...
sleep n eat....always~~~~
batter DIE faster__
i m current jelous..=(
i m nt las time geh me anym0re~~~~~
hatting cindy woon siew teng!!!!!

最近我喜欢唱谁的歌？
张韶涵_丁当_郭静_郭采洁_杨丞琳_大S_张惠妹__等等....=P

我喜欢听谁的歌?
张栋梁_王力宏_林宇中_何润东_韩庚_周杰伦_林俊杰__等等....=)

Today mood vry gud yi xia =D
well..b0ring at h0me ox0 ^
but still gt ppl puii nuhh =P
n0 ppl c0me fan me =)
today~~~~~
relazzz..free? bored^ alone (
nice feeling sss =)

UGLY OR NOT WHO CARE ^@@^

song is the best partner whan i m b0ring)
i love music ^^
make me feel batter all the time ~~

真正的开心_和假装开心_你看得出吗？^^

today b0ring at h0me__
n0 ppl find me__
i g0 find ppl ox0 n0 choii me_
haih_be happy na_
i nid jia y0u__

waiting a person_
to care me_
sek me__
puii me___
whan can i meet d0u? =(

Today is sunday~~
5 of september__
i wake up ab0ut 930 barh_
than me n khahuan g0 fotang__
aiye_charm_
fotang n0 xing tang tim__
than v walk walk king king__
ab0ut 12 back barh_
than afterno0n rest at h0use lu_
__Night lia0 lurr
6pm v g0 ECM_=D
Got 5 ppl only_
me,pei,ying,zhen,kuan__
s0 b0ring lor_
but ox0 quite fun na_^^
yong ying_HAPII BURFDAY o_
we g0 shushi king eat nur__)
than g0 ch0ng k__
funny ox0 lur_nt bad ^^
than 10++ back le lu__
s0 early na__><
n din take d0u pic ox0__=(
suan ler_they nt same wif me barh_
all different geh__
than_whan bec j0r_
thought wan g0 yamcha tim_
but late ady na_nex time 1st^^
hmm_nex feww day mybe vry b0ring lu_
than_he gt new gal gal neh_^
than sure less puii me j0r geh __)
h0pe him xingfu n hapii_
h0pe myself ox0 cn xing fu__
recently "he" less guan xin me lia0__
nvm^ jia y0u!
d0n let other ppl qiang zhou him!xDD

Hmm..today^
when reach skul..
0h^..i heard s0me0ne call xiu ting!
yuan lai..
is weijie,derjiang n huijie thr^
haha..they s0 funny larh..
erm..hapii lor..
c0z cn saw them =)
than..today at skul b0ring lur
haiya..ntg say!~
yerh..today n0 ppl sms me gah..
s0 sad lur..=)
2mrw..i think i d0n1 g0 le na~~
sei lor..
sejarah folio arh!
haiz..hate skul d w0r..
holiday wan cum le..
duknw will h0w..
b0ring?happi?sad?angry?funny?crazy?
duknw duknw..>M<..

Today..
1st of september,
i din g0 skul~
c0z i m sick..
sick bc0z t0o sad?
t0o miss u?
0r..yesterday the rain?
make me gan ma0 le?
0r sick bc0z 0f..n0 reas0n..=(
haih..s0 gek..
start fr0m 12pm until 5pm..
my h0use n0 electric..
lolx..dengzz
my hp n0 batery ..
than duknw wan du wat..><
jus sleep n sleep..
haiz..finaly n0w i 0n the c0mp~
but..still sad..bc0z of u nuh.. =[

Sunday..=)
31 of august,
MERDEKA!xD
i g0 sg.lembing agn^
wif family~
hmm..all c0usin are thr..^
s0 hapii..n s0 tired..
keep playing nur^

than..night=)
g0 yamcha wif :
waikit,huijie,zihui n zijun~
long j0r 1 h0ur gai..
haha, ox0 happi lur^
c0z, they r funny na~
myb i m m0ody^
but they 2 still gt sms wif me n0h..
than, yam cha ox0 quite bu cu0 lu^
hapii abit nuh^
thanks for them make me laugh,
n s0 guan xin me noh =)
hm..s0 tired~~
ab0ut 11pm ++ back ady~
rain vry heavily..
the lightning n thunder..
s0 scary ><..
s0 miss u ~h0pe u r beside me..
hmm=)..i cnt believe all the friend ady~
but i still will belive u n u ^
n fo guang qing nian =)
they are realii caring me ^